Thursday, July 1, 2010

Self-Help

Sometimes what you learn and what you know cannot really help you. I know hypnosis, I know what a successful person should have and should be. But I can't help myself even though I know such valueable and powerful tools.When I want to apply self-hypnosis to help and boost myself, I don't know where I need to start. I don't know where I can start.

Self-acceptance? Self-esteem? Health? Self-control? Root-cause? Brain power? Bad habit? or any other root cause that I don't know? I don't know where to start and how to start. Where to get the discipline to start? Where to get the motivation to start?

Man cannot stand alone. Man cannot live more success alone. Man cannot achieve highest well-being alone. I need a mentor, I need to guider that guide me according to what I want. I hope I can have a "client-centred coach" to monitor and help me to make me success and achieve my well-being!!

Lost Direction

I need to admit that I lost direction and control in my life.

I don't know when it started to happen. I no longer stand strong on my own previous principle. What I have done is just to please people, to fulfil people's expectation and people's value. I no longer do things for my own. At the same time, I scare to lose the things that I am having now.

Many areas in my life are chaos and out of my control. I don't have the desire and power to control it back. I feel that I don't have energy anymore and end up with grumble and hatred.

What I can do to gain my control back? What I can do to make my heart so cruel and wicked? What I can do to just live my life freely? What I can do to conqueer myself? To control over my own body and mind?

I am a weak spirit.